Hard Up For Happy

by @newukenewyork

Liner Notes

FAWM 2026 / Song 6 Instrument: spruce and mahogany tenor ukulele tuned low GCEA

The hook/title line popped into my head and I thought about a songwriter I revere — how might he approach this one? Then added the detail of my dinner the other night and how broke my family is in part due to the terrifying medical bills I have accrued being told I need biopsies to test for breast cancer (so far no cancer found, but tests are ongoing). Scary feeling. Sometimes you have to make your own happy. Some character elements/details are fiction here, but I tried to write something true and grounded in daily living.

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Lyrics

Winter I got all those tests Ended up alive but broke Beans and rice and salsa in a bowl Sleep is medicine, I said Really I was sad Still, I kept on loving you Oh, you saw me through Four wheels spinning on the road to bad

Sometimes it takes just a little too long Sometimes the dark Gets all wrong before dawn But you never did even one thing by half Got hard up for happy and just had to laugh

I’d try to hold it in sometimes As things got wrecked and raw You told a joke once turned a funeral I have dropped my share of tears Til I bored myself You wait ‘em out then dry ‘em out Look around for something else And funny somehow always mostly helps

Sometimes it takes just a little too long Sometimes the dark Gets all wrong before dawn But you never did even one thing by half Got hard up for happy and just had to laugh

Cause the world won’t give it to us I remember you said that We gotta make our own mood up Go head and cry until you laugh, n laugh n laugh

I don’t see running out of woe But mud’s no good to swallow ‘Nother thing’ll come around tomorrow Like to break me when you went One day, I’ll go too The thing that I remember best Nights when I am short on rest Is laughing in the face of that with you

Sometimes it takes just a little too long Sometimes the dark Gets all wrong before dawn But you never did even one thing by half Got hard up for happy and just had to laugh

Got hard up for happy and just had to laugh

Comments

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Ooof, yep. Laughter is the best medicine. I'm definitely a laugh because otherwise I'll cry person. That upbeat uke powers through and your voice has a great shimmer on those bends in the notes!

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Many thanks to you! I appreciate you listening.

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@val

You said it right, we gotta keep the mood up. It's very healing. I love that this is so upbeat to drive that point home. So sorry about the med bills. I understand that all too well. Praying they don't find cancer, because there's none there.

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Thanks, Val. Much appreciated!

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Oh this is really good! I love your voice and the way the ukulele supports it, they really work well together. The song does a really good job of capturing how life still goes on even when things are hard, and how having other people with us can make such a difference. Feels optimistic even though things are uncertain. Wishing you the best with the diagnosis process and navigating our broken healthcare system. 💜

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Hi! Thank you so much for your detailed comment. I am glad the optimism is getting through the mess (though I don't always feel that way in reality, I aspire to). ;)

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This does a really great job of grounding in the personal in a way that is relatable to a lot of us, I'm sure! Catchy as hell, too. Fingers crossed for you with the ongoing tests. 💜

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Thanks very much, sincerely. <3

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And I am hoping the test continue to be in your favor. No one or no family should go broke because of illness. Ugh

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Wowza chorus! I feel the melancholy and upbeat at the same time. Well done. Some really great gems here - “And funny somehow always mostly helps” Happy FAWM

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Thanks very much for this and for your other kind comment. Health care is so broken in the US. I have insurance yet I'm going to be paying this off for years. Ugh. BUT this song was so much fun to work on and to play.

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