bit of an edgy one (ᵕ—ᴗ—) bit of a messier one too, wanted to finish something up a little faster and give myself some room/leeway as im gonna be away from my computer for a couple days over CNY. first time using my actual irl voice this FAWM too!! im glad i used it on smth weird and low effort to get myself to actually use my voice. this one reminds me a lot of safest bunny in the world by janis lago, it thought of it while recording. i think another inspo was probabbllyy the ethel cain album i listened to last month? even tho i wasnt a huge fan of that album, u spend 90 minutes listening to smth and its gonna leak in somehow. been listening to mostly hyperpop since then though so. shrug. #noise #ambient #furry

try to leave it to your capable hands but capable hands wouldn't need so much patting on the back

drafting apology letters drafting a distress call drown out the drafting finding a way to withdraw

told to keep my stance, my hands behind my back not given a chance, while you insist it was all laid out

drafting apology letters drafting a distress call drowning out the drafting finding a way to withdraw

i have felt the breaking, spell out again, turn to clockwork passivity, an end to a thought process of defence, nothings left, no one in here to witness the way it ekes i have been so empty when you thought you were speaking such a lesson to me, nothing to get through to, all left is failsafes to avoid a distress call releasing