been on a roll writing songs to beats by this one producer i found and everything he does is magic and i've rly been practicing my recording & mixing skills

#pop #electropop

Walks in the park, when the sky is dark I brush a hand on your arm, try to find a spark I look you dead in the eye, but I can’t see nothing And it hits me like a nail in the coffin

Do you hate it that I’m here? (do you love me?) I don’t know who I wanna be (do you want me?) Do you hate it that I’m here? (do you need me?) Kinda hate it that I’m here

Do you hate that I’m present? All breaths and matter Whenever I feel a chip I find it best to shatter Kick the pieces of me you no longer want aside So I can put myself together, be a mess but smaller

I’m a wreck, wanna bet that I’ll get no rest When I’m in bed, laying flat, everything goes black And then a voice in my head tells me I am dead I don’t have any other thoughts but that

I think I’ve been healing Like you said I would Then I notice that I’m bleeding From a brand new cut

Do you hate it that I’m here?

Do you hate it that I’m here? (do you love me?) I don’t know who I wanna be (do you want me?) Do you hate it that I’m here? (do you need me?) Kinda hate it that I’m here

Do you hate it that I’m here?