I wrote these lyrics some time ago. I thought now is the right time to sing them.

#love #breakup #heartbreak #coffee #fear #memory

One of my worst fears Is to see you at a coffee shop, one day With wife and kid in tow, you pay at the counter Looking sharp in business casual

And I’m sitting in the corner of the cafe Melted ice in my half-drunk matcha latte And I’m single and not done with my degree In the field you called useless in front of me

You buy your wife a caramel macchiato Or maybe it’s for you You were always so fond of those sweet drinks Weren’t you?

One of my worst fears Is that I steal a glance at your familiar face And you yell at your kid sitting behind me Shout that he's drinking your coffee

You turn to look here and, it's not my face that you see first But the half-eaten cake I chose for my dessert And you recognize the flavor was your favorite And you remember why you ever started hating it

One of my worst fears Other than heights and deep seas Is that when you by chance get to see me You don't feel hate, but recognition And that neutrality would leave me wishing that Maybe if things had ended different that night We’d still friends and share the same old pastimes Maybe if we weren’t so hard on each other Maybe I’d have married you And be a mother

One of my worst fears is that I'd see you again it's a fear for a reason, it's self-treason to even try to forget

Oh, you're still my worst fear and my biggest regret