So actually this was mostly written a few months ago! But remembered I'd half written it today and finished it off with another verse and structured it a little.
I did pretty much one take of each part so they aren't perfect but close enough for FAWM...
I want to fall in love like its a dream,
And like a dream wake up and forget about it all
And not carry the weight on my shoulders any more than I need to.
Today I read a diary that I wrote,
When for no apparent reason I was feeling a little low
About the future I might have had with someone who’s now gone, and well, I was right.
It was not meant to be,
It seems I knew it long ago
I’ve been getting too philosophical,
Persuading myself that’s just how it goes,
And smiling to myself in the mirror so reassuringly
Telling myself I’m fine
So here I am talking to you,
And I’m sure that we could get along
You could be a cold compress for the bruising of my spirit, I’m sure
But I don’t want to string you along,
See I don’t know what it is that I want,
Frankly the truth is that I don’t know what I’m doing anymore
So far I've enjoyed our talking
But I'm a little scared that I could be falling
So I think it's best that we don't meet
I'm in no place to judge what's good
I've got hopeless faith in anything that seems like it could maybe one day possibly be
Something worth exploring
Now I hope that you don’t take it to heart
But this can only go so far,
And here we are