petra777 (XEW) (Scars and Ashes) 1


Maryland US   Jan 2010  

Artist Bio

Influences:   Tori Amos, Kate Bush, Bjork, old field recordings, ambient, world, every magical sound in the world...

Hi Everyone!
Last year was a rough one. Going through a divorce and have moved 2x. Most of my attention has been dealing with that and protecting my daughter. So no songwriting. šŸ˜ž I don't know how much I'll be able to do for FAWM but I'll see what I can do. It will have to be lyric only. I have a portable setup with me but everything else is in storage. *le sigh*
Hopefully everyone else had a better year and this year is even better. *muah*

So update from last year. By half through the year, I had ended up in the hospital 5 times. Jan for what I thought was minor that turned into "oh crap, pre-cancer" to visit #2 (omg what do you mean I have gall stones & need emergency surgery?!?!) to #3 right after (omg Im dying Im dying! wait just needed to poop!) to #4 (biopsy cause 2x tries in office didnt work) to #5 plus 7 weeks of recovery (oh sure just take a few more organs...I don't mind!). I thought after all of that I'd be done but nope! Got some new stuff going on & trying to deal with that, my usual Ehlers-Danlos symptoms, still homeschooling & some other difficult personal stuff.
Hopefully I will be able to have time to at least get a few lyrics written. I might even be able to get The Nugget to write a few of her own. She hasn't participated in a few years. But I know she has a lot on her mind she can write about.
Feel free to bug me about collabs as I'm always open to them (multiple versions from more than 1 person are fine also).
Oh, I did redo my website while I was recovering. I have a few pieces left I haven't been able to sort out (if you spot them or want to help, please lemme know. I'm stumped & would love to have everything in working order, just haven't had much time to give to it).

Writing up my yearly intro early cause I'm not sure how I'll be feeling at the end of January. I'm supposed to have surgery Jan 19. Hopefully I will heal up quickly so I can enjoy this year's FAWM. (Update: Surgery went well, had some trouble with allergic reactions but survived. Tests came back & unexpectedly dealing with pre-cancerous cells. On meds for a few months then biopsy & decisions. Fun fun!)
It has been mostly a poopoo of a year. Lost a few more family members & friends over the summer & winter breaks. Endured the Louisiana flood where my mother & I lost our vehicles in several feet of water & watched many others lose everything. There is other stuff but that's enough bad stuff. The good stuff: adopted a little dog my Nugget & I named Ruby. She's been a good distraction. My vehicle was replaced with an almost new larger van. Roof is over my head, food in my mouth, etc.
So this is my year #8...whoa! My goals for this year are to try to do collabs, skirmishes & tackle some stuff started during other FAWMs but never got much done with them.

This year's FAWM snuck up on me. The past year was a rough one. Dunno if it will play into any writing but I guess I will see. I may not be ready to tackle those topics just yet.
My goals for this year are to enjoy the process & get as much as I can done. I hope to focus on skimishes & collabs.
I can't believe this is my year #7. Not sure if i will be able to get my Nugget to join me but Ill keep hope alive šŸ˜ She is wrapping up her finally group piano class next week. Not much musical this past year. More about going back through old stuff, cleaning out stuff & trying to make life a little easier to concentrate. Post-FAWM a fellow fawmer Jamkar took on one of my lyric sets & made it into something beautiful. It is up in vid form on my youtube channel (People of the Cross) & has turned out to be my most viewed vid. Hope to have another magical song come out of this year's FAWM.

OMG It's that time again already...yeehaw! I think this is year #6 for me & maybe #4 for my Nugget. I feel like I'm starting out with a ton of motivation, but whether or not that will stick around is to be seen, ha!
My #1 goal this year is to just get anything I can get done, done. I have some specific ideas, but what gets done will depend on time. I posted 1 project idea in the forums dealing with necklace pieces as inspiration:
Other goals are to work on former FAWM projects & collabs I have onhand & to get any recording I can done. Last couple of rounds, its been mostly lyrics only. I sorted through my loop collection & am grabbing up a few new ones hoping to speed up the process a bit.
Over the past year I finished up another year of piano class, got a lil bit more vocal class in, & my Nugget is going into her 2nd semester of her 3rd year of piano. *proud mama* I also worked on getting a bunch of my older tunes up on my youtube channel in vid form.

FAWM #5! Wow time flew by. Still feels like a year or so ago I found this place thanks to Vicki Flawlith <sp>. I don't have any major goals this year mostly due to the fact that I don't know what I'll be able to get done. So I'm just winging it. I am still homeschooling so that takes precedent over most things. I'll be including her again for FAWM as part of her music requirements šŸ˜ Don't you wish FAWM was your school project? HeeHee Anyway, hoping to get lots of writing done & any collabs that are possible. Sometimes I have more time outside of FAWM randomly during the year, so catch me on my FB, Twitter or email.
New with me: not a whole lot I suppose. Still have health issues. Have a major doc appt right before FAWM starts, starting adding some of my old song projects onto youtube ( petra777 ), I've been taking piano since the end of summer, TheNugget is in her 2nd year of piano, did a short vocal seminar to try to get back on track (struggling cause the winter is killing my voice), etc, etc...

Apparently this is FAWM #4 (& #3 for The Nugget)! Goals for this year? To just get something done...anything..ha! I do have a collab that was supposed to happen for 50/90, so I may try to get that done along with a few other covers. I do have a new album idea Im going to start writing for along with the previous album project that still seems to be dragging along. But again, Ill just be happy to get anything done. Im also doing on online Coursera course plus the flooring to fix our house after a water disaster is coming in right when FAWM is beginning then I have to put the house back in my first week will be crazy but hopefully it wont be too disturbing...eek!

Other news...I haven't officially announced it yet, but the new "band" name Ill be using for new projects (non-electronic) is "Scars & Ashes"...maybe ill get to add some firsts for that šŸ˜

Getting ready to start FAWM #3! This year I'm playing it by ear & doing whatever works out. I have a handful of subjects I'd like to tackle but not going to push for them & miss out on doing a collab or the such. I guess my main goal is to do as much recording as I can get in.
I did not get a whole lot further in my guitar studies, but am still sporadically studying as often as I can squeeze in a few moments (which still isnt much šŸ˜ž ). I did win a 6 month subscrip to a guitar study thingy online so hopefully I can get motivated with FAWM to get going again. I have been doing various other studies pertaining to my big project, & a lyric study of Lou Reed's lyrics (came across the book & since I wasnt familar with the songs Ii thought it might be interesting to read them then go back & listen to them).
I will be missing a few days during the month to go see BJORK! Hopefully on the drive to NYC I can get some writing in. šŸ˜ It's been a rough few months so I'm ready to get some things out into lyrics (hopefully recorded too!).
Oh ya! Miss Nugget will be participating again this year as part of her homeschool music project. She will also be starting piano lessons hopefully soon (having trouble finding a teacher at this point in the school year).


blog entry for songwriting ideas created from a thread last year:!/2011/...

Welcome to my FAWM page, thanks for checking things out. This is my second FAWM. For the most part, I may be only posting lyrics to songs I will finish up in the future, same as last year. But this year I am working to finish up as many song sets as possible for my next album project that came to being last FAWM. I hope that "Seven Songs for Seven Souls" might be properly completed by end of year. Yeah, I know wishful thinking but its turning into a special project with lots of meaning, so even if it runs longer I am determined to finish it.
So after last FAWM, I set a challenge for myself to do at least 1 song this FAWM on guitar. I began studying guitar in March & got a decent amount of basics down, but alas, being Mommy, wife & homeschool teacher left me with not much time to nurse my studies as preferred. So, Im not sure if Ill be able to complete the challenge, but with a bit of creativity Im sure Ill come up with something. Same with the Uke. I bought a new cheap one also & want to try to do at least a lil something. It will be dorky, maybe even Errol inspired.
Another challenge to myself is to complete some collabs I started after last FAWM, & maybe even get something done that I promised to collaborators (in other words never began but said we should do something together...Mal, Errol, etc..). CTS, you know you are top of my list..

-p (main site)

vblog jan 28
vblog feb 5

update: I cannot believe I forgot to add that I would be trying to do some things with my Nugget:

update: the kitteh is FAWM'n too:

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  • @guatecoop  Feb 20

    Hey there, Iā€™m sorry to hear that things are tough for you right now. I wrote on the forum thread that you started and can relate to some parents are in decline and lots of things happen with them. My sister has just been diagnosed with cancer that seems like it will be manageable, and then today I got a call from my best friend (who is 37) because he is in the hospital due to a stroke. Wow. Strange how things come in waves. I hope that things get better for you soon.

  • @clioem Feb 11

    Hey. Things will get better. Lots of love.

  • @bking  Feb 2019

    I'm waving too. Glad you're here.

  • @tsunamidaily Feb 2019

    hey there! hope you enjoy yourself this summer!

  • @nicholastozier Feb 2019

    Hey Xew! Good to see you here again.

    Impulsively decided to participate in FAWM this year. Here's to better things in 2019.

  • @karan  Feb 2019

    Hope you'll have a good FAWM, even if it's just a little bit, after all you've been through ... May this month and all of 2019 be kind to you!

  • @raygungirls Feb 2019

    howdy! Think you and I have had a pretty crazy year... Think I'll try my hand at making music again this year. šŸ˜€

  • @risbon Feb 2019

    *waves back* , good to be back in FAWM, hope things turn out better in 2019!

  • @musicbykatie Feb 2019

    *waves back*

  • @mhoff Feb 2019

    *waves back* šŸ˜€

  • @sheilerk  Feb 2019

    Hi Petra! *waving back* šŸ˜€ I hope fawm is cathartic for you after the last year you've had, and that this year is so much better!

  • @benjaminnolan Jan 2019

    Ohai! šŸ˜

  • @rj1 Jan 2019

    Waves back.

    Hope this year is better.

  • @cts  Jan 2019

    Well hello, dahlin'. Wow! Quite a bit has taken place this year and it's only January! Keep getting more resilient and positive!

  • @heavyhedonist Jan 2019

    Sweet girl, Mwah back to you. Let's have a great February, we deserve it.

  • @jnatiw  Jan 2019

    Hi Petra! Been too long. Four years, to be exact. I'm back. I'll be listening. J

  • @the3queens  Jan 2019


  • @haim  Jan 2019

    Hi. Good luck this fawm, hope all will go well.

  • @billysea  Jan 2019

    Hello!!! Thanks for the visit to my sound board. Sorry for the bad year you've been having. I doubt I'll have time to do much this year, and if so,likely only lyrics as well. Even if you don't put up any numbers, I find this community (mostly lol) always lifts my spirits šŸ˜€

  • @taracraig  Jan 2019

    Hello! Happy FAWMing!

  • @siebass Jan 2019

    I'm back for more; it's hard to stay away from this creative place.

  • @heuristicsinc  Jan 2019

    Hey there, sorry about your problems. Collab year?

  • @charliecheney  Jan 2019

    Big love from Madison Wisconsin, Petra. Thanks for the wave.

  • @sophielynette Jan 2019


  • @negasi Jan 2019

    Almost fawm time yay šŸ˜

  • @jnadon Jan 2019

    Hi Petra! *waving*
    Here's hoping that 2019 brings health, wealth, peace and joy. You've certainly earned these in my opinion. Lean on in on your FAWM family for assistance with creating cool things this month - can't wait to see what you come up with.

  • @donna  Jan 2019

    Hi there, Petra. We've got to stop meeting like this! šŸ˜‰

    I hope you'll soon be fighting fit. šŸ˜€

  • @mikegtz  Jan 2019

    Hi Petra, I know from Facebook that this was a really difficult year for you.Hope FAWM 2019 will be a nice respite and time for regeneration.

  • @julesbf Jan 2019

    Hi, sounds like you have been having a tough time of it, lets hope you get to enjoy FAWM this year and i am looking forward to hearing what you create

  • @psyt Jan 2019

    Hi Petra. I hope your year improves significantly. šŸ˜€

  • @pfoo  Jan 2019

    Hey! I hope things are turning a corner for you soon.

  • @nuj4x Jan 2019

  • @guatecoop  Jan 2019

    Hi there! Wow, lots of challenges in your world! I hope that this FAWM gives you a chance to get out some of that experience in creative form. I also wish you the best and hope that life becomes a bit less heavy for you soon!

  • @mattpierce  Jan 2019

    Hey there!
    Divorce is hard, daughters going through one now!
    She has a 3 year old and is 7 mos. pregnant!
    Can't imagine how hard it is moving around like you've been going though!
    Keep your head up, and remember you're beauty lays in the eyes of Nugget!

  • @calumcarlyle  Jan 2019

    hello. I hope you can find time to fawm, or at least to listen and enjoy, if not. šŸ˜‰

  • @vikkiflawith Jan 2019

    HI and welcome back. Hope you find time/energy to do a little music... hugs

  • @thetau  Jan 2019

    Scars and Ashes... Hmmmm
    Sounds like a song
    Russ šŸ˜€

  • @meadows  Jan 2019

    Good to see you back here! I hope you'll be able to squeeze in some songs. Hopefully helping you to leave the last year behind you. šŸ˜€

  • @writeandwrong  Jan 2019

    Thanks for the waves and best of luck in FAWM 2019! Hoping this is a better year for you! Music IS therapy!

  • @klaus  Jan 2019

    Hi Petra. Thanks for the waves, my fair mermaid. I'm sure this year will be better. I wish you a Fortunate and Fragrant Fawm 2019! šŸ˜€

  • @whisperedcandles Jan 2019

    Hello! Sorry to see things are so stressful right now,

  • @pfoo  Jan 2019

    Hello! Take care of yourself - sounds like some stressful stuff going on.

    If you aren't making music then maybe lots of notes...inspiration for future songs.

  • @dasbinky  Jan 2019

    Here's hoping some creative light can shine into your spirit this month

  • @monty  Jan 2019

    *wavesback* Good to see you back here again

  • @popmythology  Jan 2019

    *waves back* Hey, Petra. Going through divorce and looking after your daughter can definitely keep you away from the creative stuff for extended periods. Like you, I don't know how much I'll do either but let's both at least try.

  • @helenseviltwin  Jan 2019

    Hey hey!

  • @clioem Jan 2019

    hi šŸ˜€

  • @lhcisco  Jan 2019

    Hey you. Hope you're doin OK over there,

  • @chasingandromeda  Jan 2019

    Hey, have a great month!

  • @snoozin  Jan 2019

    Hi Petra..wishing you sunnier days ahead and lots of hugs and good wishes! Stay strong!

  • @musicsongwriter Jan 2019

    Hi Petra. So sorry for what you have to go through. I know though that often the upsetting events can lead to creating songs and this on its own can help with healing. Take care.

  • @postcardhelicopters  Jan 2019

    Hello, again! Here's to hoping 2019 is a lot better for everyone.

    ::: waves back :::

  • @valeriecox  Jan 2019

    Hey Petra. I hope your 2019 picks up and becomes a great year for you. You deserve it. Hope you get to write some too. Glad you're here. šŸ™‚

  • @tiller2  Jan 2019

    Petra waves, so it must be late January. Thanks! and have a great FAWM.

  • @zecoop  Jan 2019

    Welcome back! šŸ˜€ I hope this is a GREAT year and a wonderful FAWM! šŸ‘‹šŸ‘‹šŸ‘‹

  • @aeye Jan 2019

    What's up fellow Marylander! šŸ˜

  • @max  Jan 2019

  • @andygetch  Jan 2019

    *waves back*

  • @embersofautumn Jan 2019

    *waves back*
    *high five*
    *big grin*

  • @johnstaples  Jan 2019

    Hiya Petra! Sorry to hear about your bad year. šŸ˜ž But I hope this is the start of an awesome new stage of your life! Have a Happy FAWM!

  • @jcuempire  Jan 2019

    Hello. Hopefully your 2019 will see a turnaround. I hope you can make some music!

  • @mosley  Jan 2019

    Hey Petra! Looking forward to hearing what you come up with this year šŸ˜€

  • @krayzie003  Jan 2019

    Hey there. Hope all is well. Sounds like it's been a tough year. Hope you get a chance to create something beautiful during FAWM.

  • @stevenwesleyguiles  Jan 2019

    So sorry about this year and the divorce! The stress and life change and stuff can be pretty horrible. I have several friends going through this and it sucks. šŸ˜ž

  • @stevenwesleyguiles  Jan 2019

    Hey Petra!! šŸ˜€

  • @nancyrost  Jan 2019


  • @metalfoot  Jan 2019

    Hello! *waves back*
    Sorry to hear you've had a rough year. If there's any way I can be of encouragement to you, let me know!

  • @jamkar  Jan 2019

    Hi Petra! Hope you are able to join us.