petra777 (XEW) (Scars and Ashes) 1

@petra777

Maryland US   Jan 2010

www.xewmusic.com  

Artist Bio

Influences:   Tori Amos, Kate Bush, Bjork, old field recordings, ambient, world, every magical sound in the world...

Hi Everyone!
2019
Last year was a rough one. Going through a divorce and have moved 2x. Most of my attention has been dealing with that and protecting my daughter. So no songwriting. 😞 I don't know how much I'll be able to do for FAWM but I'll see what I can do. It will have to be lyric only. I have a portable setup with me but everything else is in storage. *le sigh*
Hopefully everyone else had a better year and this year is even better. *muah*

2018
So update from last year. By half through the year, I had ended up in the hospital 5 times. Jan for what I thought was minor that turned into "oh crap, pre-cancer" to visit #2 (omg what do you mean I have gall stones & need emergency surgery?!?!) to #3 right after (omg Im dying Im dying!...no wait just needed to poop!) to #4 (biopsy cause 2x tries in office didnt work) to #5 plus 7 weeks of recovery (oh sure just take a few more organs...I don't mind!). I thought after all of that I'd be done but nope! Got some new stuff going on & trying to deal with that, my usual Ehlers-Danlos symptoms, still homeschooling & some other difficult personal stuff.
Hopefully I will be able to have time to at least get a few lyrics written. I might even be able to get The Nugget to write a few of her own. She hasn't participated in a few years. But I know she has a lot on her mind she can write about.
Feel free to bug me about collabs as I'm always open to them (multiple versions from more than 1 person are fine also).
Oh, I did redo my website while I was recovering. I have a few pieces left I haven't been able to sort out (if you spot them or want to help, please lemme know. I'm stumped & would love to have everything in working order, just haven't had much time to give to it).

2017
Writing up my yearly intro early cause I'm not sure how I'll be feeling at the end of January. I'm supposed to have surgery Jan 19. Hopefully I will heal up quickly so I can enjoy this year's FAWM. (Update: Surgery went well, had some trouble with allergic reactions but survived. Tests came back & unexpectedly dealing with pre-cancerous cells. On meds for a few months then biopsy & decisions. Fun fun!)
It has been mostly a poopoo of a year. Lost a few more family members & friends over the summer & winter breaks. Endured the Louisiana flood where my mother & I lost our vehicles in several feet of water & watched many others lose everything. There is other stuff but that's enough bad stuff. The good stuff: adopted a little dog my Nugget & I named Ruby. She's been a good distraction. My vehicle was replaced with an almost new larger van. Roof is over my head, food in my mouth, etc.
So this is my year #8...whoa! My goals for this year are to try to do collabs, skirmishes & tackle some stuff started during other FAWMs but never got much done with them.

2016
This year's FAWM snuck up on me. The past year was a rough one. Dunno if it will play into any writing but I guess I will see. I may not be ready to tackle those topics just yet.
My goals for this year are to enjoy the process & get as much as I can done. I hope to focus on skimishes & collabs.
I can't believe this is my year #7. Not sure if i will be able to get my Nugget to join me but Ill keep hope alive 😁 She is wrapping up her finally group piano class next week. Not much musical this past year. More about going back through old stuff, cleaning out stuff & trying to make life a little easier to concentrate. Post-FAWM a fellow fawmer Jamkar took on one of my lyric sets & made it into something beautiful. It is up in vid form on my youtube channel (People of the Cross) & has turned out to be my most viewed vid. Hope to have another magical song come out of this year's FAWM.

2015
OMG It's that time again already...yeehaw! I think this is year #6 for me & maybe #4 for my Nugget. I feel like I'm starting out with a ton of motivation, but whether or not that will stick around is to be seen, ha!
My #1 goal this year is to just get anything I can get done, done. I have some specific ideas, but what gets done will depend on time. I posted 1 project idea in the forums dealing with necklace pieces as inspiration:
http://fawm.org/forums/topic/4535/
Other goals are to work on former FAWM projects & collabs I have onhand & to get any recording I can done. Last couple of rounds, its been mostly lyrics only. I sorted through my loop collection & am grabbing up a few new ones hoping to speed up the process a bit.
Over the past year I finished up another year of piano class, got a lil bit more vocal class in, & my Nugget is going into her 2nd semester of her 3rd year of piano. *proud mama* I also worked on getting a bunch of my older tunes up on my youtube channel in vid form.

2014
FAWM #5! Wow time flew by. Still feels like a year or so ago I found this place thanks to Vicki Flawlith <sp>. I don't have any major goals this year mostly due to the fact that I don't know what I'll be able to get done. So I'm just winging it. I am still homeschooling so that takes precedent over most things. I'll be including her again for FAWM as part of her music requirements 😁 Don't you wish FAWM was your school project? HeeHee Anyway, hoping to get lots of writing done & any collabs that are possible. Sometimes I have more time outside of FAWM randomly during the year, so catch me on my FB, Twitter or email.
New with me: not a whole lot I suppose. Still have health issues. Have a major doc appt right before FAWM starts, starting adding some of my old song projects onto youtube ( petra777 ), I've been taking piano since the end of summer, TheNugget is in her 2nd year of piano, did a short vocal seminar to try to get back on track (struggling cause the winter is killing my voice), etc, etc...

2013
Apparently this is FAWM #4 (& #3 for The Nugget)! Goals for this year? To just get something done...anything..ha! I do have a collab that was supposed to happen for 50/90, so I may try to get that done along with a few other covers. I do have a new album idea Im going to start writing for along with the previous album project that still seems to be dragging along. But again, Ill just be happy to get anything done. Im also doing on online Coursera course plus the flooring to fix our house after a water disaster is coming in right when FAWM is beginning then I have to put the house back in order...so my first week will be crazy but hopefully it wont be too disturbing...eek!

Other news...I haven't officially announced it yet, but the new "band" name Ill be using for new projects (non-electronic) is "Scars & Ashes"...maybe ill get to add some firsts for that 😁

2012
Getting ready to start FAWM #3! This year I'm playing it by ear & doing whatever works out. I have a handful of subjects I'd like to tackle but not going to push for them & miss out on doing a collab or the such. I guess my main goal is to do as much recording as I can get in.
I did not get a whole lot further in my guitar studies, but am still sporadically studying as often as I can squeeze in a few moments (which still isnt much 😞 ). I did win a 6 month subscrip to a guitar study thingy online so hopefully I can get motivated with FAWM to get going again. I have been doing various other studies pertaining to my big project, & a lyric study of Lou Reed's lyrics (came across the book & since I wasnt familar with the songs Ii thought it might be interesting to read them then go back & listen to them).
I will be missing a few days during the month to go see BJORK! Hopefully on the drive to NYC I can get some writing in. 😁 It's been a rough few months so I'm ready to get some things out into lyrics (hopefully recorded too!).
Oh ya! Miss Nugget will be participating again this year as part of her homeschool music project. She will also be starting piano lessons hopefully soon (having trouble finding a teacher at this point in the school year).

-p

blog entry for songwriting ideas created from a thread last year: http://xewmusic.blogspot.com/#!/2011/...

2011
Welcome to my FAWM page, thanks for checking things out. This is my second FAWM. For the most part, I may be only posting lyrics to songs I will finish up in the future, same as last year. But this year I am working to finish up as many song sets as possible for my next album project that came to being last FAWM. I hope that "Seven Songs for Seven Souls" might be properly completed by end of year. Yeah, I know wishful thinking but its turning into a special project with lots of meaning, so even if it runs longer I am determined to finish it.
So after last FAWM, I set a challenge for myself to do at least 1 song this FAWM on guitar. I began studying guitar in March & got a decent amount of basics down, but alas, being Mommy, wife & homeschool teacher left me with not much time to nurse my studies as preferred. So, Im not sure if Ill be able to complete the challenge, but with a bit of creativity Im sure Ill come up with something. Same with the Uke. I bought a new cheap one also & want to try to do at least a lil something. It will be dorky, maybe even Errol inspired.
Another challenge to myself is to complete some collabs I started after last FAWM, & maybe even get something done that I promised to collaborators (in other words never began but said we should do something together...Mal, Errol, etc..). CTS, you know you are top of my list..

Thanks!
-p

http://www.xewmusic.com (main site)

vblog jan 28 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMbOZB...
vblog feb 5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6G8KnF...

update: I cannot believe I forgot to add that I would be trying to do some things with my Nugget: http://fawm.org/fawmers/thenugget/

update: the kitteh is FAWM'n too: https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo...

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  • @clioem 6 days

    Hey. Things will get better. Lots of love.

  • @bking  1 week

    I'm waving too. Glad you're here.

  • @tsunamidaily 2 weeks

    hey there! hope you enjoy yourself this summer!

  • @nicholastozier 2 weeks

    Hey Xew! Good to see you here again.

    Impulsively decided to participate in FAWM this year. Here's to better things in 2019.

  • @karan  2 weeks

    Hope you'll have a good FAWM, even if it's just a little bit, after all you've been through ... May this month and all of 2019 be kind to you!

  • @raygungirls 2 weeks

    howdy! Think you and I have had a pretty crazy year... Think I'll try my hand at making music again this year. 😀

  • @risbon 2 weeks

    *waves back* , good to be back in FAWM, hope things turn out better in 2019!

  • @musicbykatie 2 weeks

    *waves back*

  • @mhoff 2 weeks

    *waves back* 😀

  • @sheilerk  2 weeks

    Hi Petra! *waving back* 😀 I hope fawm is cathartic for you after the last year you've had, and that this year is so much better!

  • @benjaminnolan 2 weeks

    Ohai! 😁

  • @rj1 2 weeks

    Waves back.

    Hope this year is better.

  • @cts  2 weeks

    Well hello, dahlin'. Wow! Quite a bit has taken place this year and it's only January! Keep getting more resilient and positive!

  • @heavyhedonist 2 weeks

    Sweet girl, Mwah back to you. Let's have a great February, we deserve it.

  • @jnatiw  2 weeks

    Hi Petra! Been too long. Four years, to be exact. I'm back. I'll be listening. J

  • @the3queens  2 weeks

    Hi!Hi!Hi!!

  • @haim  2 weeks

    Hi. Good luck this fawm, hope all will go well.

  • @billysea  2 weeks

    Hello!!! Thanks for the visit to my sound board. Sorry for the bad year you've been having. I doubt I'll have time to do much this year, and if so,likely only lyrics as well. Even if you don't put up any numbers, I find this community (mostly lol) always lifts my spirits 😀

  • @taracraig  2 weeks

    Hello! Happy FAWMing!

  • @siebass 2 weeks

    I'm back for more; it's hard to stay away from this creative place.

  • @heuristicsinc  2 weeks

    Hey there, sorry about your problems. Collab year?

  • @charliecheney  3 weeks

    Big love from Madison Wisconsin, Petra. Thanks for the wave.

  • @sophielynette 3 weeks

    Hullo!

  • @negasi 3 weeks

    Almost fawm time yay 😁

  • @jnadon 3 weeks

    Hi Petra! *waving*
    Here's hoping that 2019 brings health, wealth, peace and joy. You've certainly earned these in my opinion. Lean on in on your FAWM family for assistance with creating cool things this month - can't wait to see what you come up with.

  • @donna  3 weeks

    Hi there, Petra. We've got to stop meeting like this! 😉

    I hope you'll soon be fighting fit. 😀

  • @mikegtz  3 weeks

    Hi Petra, I know from Facebook that this was a really difficult year for you.Hope FAWM 2019 will be a nice respite and time for regeneration.

  • @julesbf 3 weeks

    Hi, sounds like you have been having a tough time of it, lets hope you get to enjoy FAWM this year and i am looking forward to hearing what you create

  • @psyt 3 weeks

    Hi Petra. I hope your year improves significantly. 😀

  • @pfoo  3 weeks

    Hey! I hope things are turning a corner for you soon.

  • @nuj4x 3 weeks

  • @guatecoop  3 weeks

    Hi there! Wow, lots of challenges in your world! I hope that this FAWM gives you a chance to get out some of that experience in creative form. I also wish you the best and hope that life becomes a bit less heavy for you soon!

  • @mattpierce  3 weeks

    Hey there!
    Divorce is hard, daughters going through one now!
    She has a 3 year old and is 7 mos. pregnant!
    Can't imagine how hard it is moving around like you've been going though!
    Keep your head up, and remember you're beauty lays in the eyes of Nugget!

  • @calumcarlyle  3 weeks

    hello. I hope you can find time to fawm, or at least to listen and enjoy, if not. 😉

  • @vikkiflawith 3 weeks

    HI and welcome back. Hope you find time/energy to do a little music... hugs

  • @thetau  3 weeks

    Scars and Ashes... Hmmmm
    Sounds like a song
    Russ 😀

  • @meadows  3 weeks

    Good to see you back here! I hope you'll be able to squeeze in some songs. Hopefully helping you to leave the last year behind you. 😀

  • @writeandwrong  3 weeks

    Thanks for the waves and best of luck in FAWM 2019! Hoping this is a better year for you! Music IS therapy!

  • @klaus  3 weeks

    Hi Petra. Thanks for the waves, my fair mermaid. I'm sure this year will be better. I wish you a Fortunate and Fragrant Fawm 2019! 😀

  • @whisperedcandles 3 weeks

    Hello! Sorry to see things are so stressful right now,

  • @pfoo  3 weeks

    Hello! Take care of yourself - sounds like some stressful stuff going on.

    If you aren't making music then maybe lots of notes...inspiration for future songs.

  • @dasbinky  3 weeks

    Here's hoping some creative light can shine into your spirit this month

  • @monty  3 weeks

    *wavesback* Good to see you back here again

  • @popmythology  3 weeks

    *waves back* Hey, Petra. Going through divorce and looking after your daughter can definitely keep you away from the creative stuff for extended periods. Like you, I don't know how much I'll do either but let's both at least try.

  • @helenseviltwin  3 weeks

    Hey hey!

  • @clioem 3 weeks

    hi 😀

  • @lhcisco  3 weeks

    Hey you. Hope you're doin OK over there,

  • @chasingandromeda  3 weeks

    Hey, have a great month!

  • @snoozin  3 weeks

    Hi Petra..wishing you sunnier days ahead and lots of hugs and good wishes! Stay strong!

  • @musicsongwriter 3 weeks

    Hi Petra. So sorry for what you have to go through. I know though that often the upsetting events can lead to creating songs and this on its own can help with healing. Take care.

  • @postcardhelicopters  3 weeks

    Hello, again! Here's to hoping 2019 is a lot better for everyone.

    ::: waves back :::

  • @valeriecox  3 weeks

    Hey Petra. I hope your 2019 picks up and becomes a great year for you. You deserve it. Hope you get to write some too. Glad you're here. 🙂

  • @tiller2  3 weeks

    Petra waves, so it must be late January. Thanks! and have a great FAWM.

  • @zecoop  3 weeks

    Welcome back! 😀 I hope this is a GREAT year and a wonderful FAWM! 👋👋👋

  • @aeye 3 weeks

    What's up fellow Marylander! 😁

  • @max  3 weeks

  • @andygetch  3 weeks

    *waves back*
    *hugs*
    😀

  • @embersofautumn 3 weeks

    *waves back*
    *high five*
    *big grin*

  • @johnstaples  3 weeks

    Hiya Petra! Sorry to hear about your bad year. 😞 But I hope this is the start of an awesome new stage of your life! Have a Happy FAWM!

  • @jcuempire  3 weeks

    Hello. Hopefully your 2019 will see a turnaround. I hope you can make some music!

  • @mosley  3 weeks

    Hey Petra! Looking forward to hearing what you come up with this year 😀

  • @krayzie003  3 weeks

    Hey there. Hope all is well. Sounds like it's been a tough year. Hope you get a chance to create something beautiful during FAWM.

  • @stevenwesleyguiles  3 weeks

    So sorry about this year and the divorce! The stress and life change and stuff can be pretty horrible. I have several friends going through this and it sucks. 😞

  • @stevenwesleyguiles  3 weeks

    Hey Petra!! 😀

  • @nancyrost  3 weeks

    Hiya!

  • @metalfoot  3 weeks

    Hello! *waves back*
    Sorry to hear you've had a rough year. If there's any way I can be of encouragement to you, let me know!

  • @jamkar  3 weeks

    Hi Petra! Hope you are able to join us.