I loved FAWM so much last year and this year I was burning to go but aside from the start I've had either one or two nights max per week to work on anything..and no weekends... I was sooo determined but work and travel got in the way... That determination got me lots of songs started though on planes, trains, breaks at work, in bed at night before I sleep... This is defintely one of the weirder ones, but also one that I feel like I can maybe put up here even though it's far from complete...
Funnily enough the lyrics are about having ambition for something but always failing and having to take plan b or plan c and having no way to make it come true...
The lyrics are me, talking to myself, saying "don't do this again".
I know the lyrics sound depressing but I think it was at the point I realised FAWM wasn't going to happen for me this year. It's all good though. I'm not actually complaining. Sometimes we have to make sacrifices and that's that.
Please don’t subject me to another Plan B
By being here, and speaking here
You’re forcing it on me
The low buzz, the grumbles, the shards chatter
Shattering and piercings through my ear drums
Only a quiet hum
Same lines repeated
You could be a commercial break
You could be the daily hate
Either the mirror’s lying
Or we're slowly dying
You’re forcing yourself on me